"When I asked you how you'd been I meant I missed you more than I've ever missed anything before"

The Perfect Imperfections.

"When I asked you how you'd been I meant I missed you more than I've ever missed anything before"


Elie Saab Fall 2014 Haute Couture

Marwa Atik — Vela
Jewlery by MonAmour Collection

Rihanna for Jalouse

I would love to have a baby girl but I wouldn’t at the same time. My biggest fear is she won’t be a daddy’s girl. I know that sounds bad but it makes sense to me. My dad was my best friend growing up and I would do anything for him. Him and I have a special bond and I don’t know how to describe it but its different than any other daddy daughter relationship. It’s the type of relationship where I would die before I leave him in a retirement home. I want to make tons of money so I can buy him a big house and everything else he gave up so I could have everything I want. My dad is the only person I have her uttered the words I love you to. I cry when I think about how much I love him and I constantly worry about him. I call him 3 times a day to check up and see how he is doing.
I’m scared that my future husband won’t have that type of relationship with my future daughter. Either because he won’t care to or because she will be a little brat. You want your kids to have everything you had and more. How can I give her everything I had when theres a possibility she won’t have the relationship with her dad that I had with mine. I want her to only be able to fall asleep in her daddys arms when she’s a baby/toddler. I want her to see him as her everything and brag about him to her friends. I want her to wait for him to come home everyday so she can talk to him about her day. Even the thought of there being a slight chance of that not happening terrifies me and makes me not want to have a girl at all. Is that crazy…

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